Queen of Love and Beauty

Monday, September 15, 2003

another week begins

It is the begining of another week. I am draggin’ because of the allergies trying to evolve into something more serious. Benedryl is helping but making me groggy and sluggish. Oh well.

I think that I had some more things to write about but everything is escapeing me at the moment. I do remember that I need to write about the dreams I have been having. Lately they have been strange, vivd and all remniscent of the past – people, events, etc. Michael-the-drug-boy was even in one of them. That one was scary because I have not thought about him in a long time and the Michael in the dream was the one that I remember from early on when I knew him – not the one later on that had fallen hard off the wagon and caused problems for me and everyone else in his life at the time.

There have been other dreams but I have writen none of them down. The only pattern that I recall is that they are all past event, past people, past things. Maybe it is my brain’s way of escaping all the current details that have been occupying me – school, new job, money, people. I have spent way too much time thinking about things that I want to happen but don’t have the power to make happen due to me being who I am – someone who does not want to be considered in the way of anyone else. I remember telling someone about this (or something like it) once and they did not understand what I was trying to do. Maybe I am just a different duck.

posted by Amy at 12:49 pm  


  1. Well, you’re certainly not an ugly duckling.

    Amy needs a hug. A great big hug. Next time I see you, remind me to give you one.

    Comment by Chuck — September 15, 2003 @ 4:46 pm

  2. I think Amy needs more cheesecake. I knew I should have baked two.

    Comment by lee — September 15, 2003 @ 5:16 pm

  3. Mmmmmm… hugs and cheesecake… sounds like a good combo to me! :)

    Comment by The Queen — September 15, 2003 @ 6:32 pm

  4. what kind of cheesecake? I love cheesecake.

    Comment by Chuck — September 15, 2003 @ 7:15 pm

  5. Chocolate!

    Comment by The Queen — September 15, 2003 @ 11:57 pm

  6. *drool

    Mmmm chocolate….

    Comment by Chuck — September 15, 2003 @ 11:58 pm

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